I have to eat 649 more calories today if I want to hit 1,000 and it’s 7:42pm. I don’t want to binge but I also want to eat the right amount. Urgh. Any ideas on what to do?






Hello again tumblr!

I haven’t posted in forever (almost two months I think) but I’m back now! I put weight loss on hold during summer school but still managed to lose 4lbs in 6 weeks. I haven’t been able to use a scale since that weigh in (which was almost three weeks ago) so hopefully I’ve lost more by now. I went shopping the other day and while I’m not down to a size 4 yet I fit a lot better into 6s. I think I could fit into a 4 in both DKNY and Target jeans because the 6s I have from then are a bit lose (squeek!). I also now wear a small (or even sometimes an extra small) in shirts, which is good. In other news my bike is at a friends house so I can’t work out that way :( I have been walking a bunch more though which doesn’t burn that many calories but is still good, and doesn’t feel like work. 

It is so hard to get motivated again. I find my self have way to many days of letting calorie counting and working out fall by the way side. I just wish I could go back to be for I took a break. I was so good then!


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37227.) I want to be perfect. So very very badly.


I like to thank all my followers for following when they follow, but to many of you followed me last night and I don’t want to do a bunch of posts so I’m doing it all at once. Thanks for following downbythewaters, tabletop-spinners, justapointlessnostalgic, stefanipaige, and the-fool-on-the-hill. I think that’s everyone but if I missed someone put something in my ask.


If you’re wondering why I just rebloged a shit ton of pictures of curvy girls it’s because they all pretty, happy, and healthy. No matter how much I work out and diet I will never look like most thinspo girls. This doesn’t mean I will always be over weight, it means that there isn’t enough thinspo for girls with curves. This isn’t anything against stick skinny girl, there just needs to be thinspo for all body types.